Al-qaida unveiled probably the most thorough checklist consists of countless in the assassination American officials

According toward U.S. countrywide broadcasting institution reports, al-qaida in its internet website released a checklist of assassination and named for the terrorists are inside the checklist for targeted, personnel checklist consists of many U.S. officials and businessmen's recognize and photo.
The federal bureau of investigation (FBI) releases announcement to say, this could be really a producer new type of internet threat, and announced the specific name. checklist the names belonging toward men, such as 40 in 26 males and girls with images and its cell and residence address. checklist consists of political leaders, people belonging toward American think-tank, Wall street elite, using the army and associated institution people. america at current features a broadcasting institution is not guaranteed checklist the identity belonging toward person.
The FBI is particular checklist details, this checklist in one more al-qaeda system inside the BBS has brought on broad discussion.
The FBI says, the internet website belonging toward overseas particulars "is only a ambitions, nobody understands no create a difference whether this danger are on the way to be carried out."
Officials be worried that, this checklist are on the way to be other terrorist companies share. probably the most worrying element is so detailed particulars about objects attacks, a previous homeland protection director said, "you don't know no create a difference whether these threats will work, especially in the internet website belonging toward bombers." inspired alone
The FBI memo exhibits from al-qaeda and its supporters, the danger of execution have few.
"We nonetheless should stay vigilant, you don't need to create males and girls be worried as well substantially about the", barr says, "bonnie earlier to have in no way observed so detailed checklist of objects." attacks
Osama bin laden was wiped out after, American intelligence are for the observe belonging toward terrorists and keep track of feasible attacks. specialists say the danger from China, as well as the danger of activity alone is worth to spend near attention to.

Beauty to devote $4 billion to upgrade all through the Russian and American nuclear romantic relationship or to nervous

According to Taiwan "union evening" twenty times of reports, the U.S. army strategies to $4 billion to deploy the 5 nations in Europe inside the nuclear bomb, allow the B61 upgrade aged nuclear energy and precision regardless ascend. But nuclear weapons specialists warned the fact that proceed could reignite tensions and Russia.
President Obama even although in the whitened House, was in earlier to Prague's well-known "no nuclear weapons released the world" speech, concerning the phase to market nuclear non-proliferation and cuts policy, however the Obama federal government do not alter with nuclear weapons to accept deter effect position.
Obama in last year's "the federal government Nuclear Posture evaluation report" (Nuclear Posture Review) show the fact that advancement of new Nuclear warheads, but not so that you simply can stay in power, the army to deter with upgrade to replace the advancement of new Nuclear weapons, Obama has presently authorized the following 10 many years of $80 billion Nuclear weapons upgrade army modernization.
B61 inside the present U.S. nuclear bomb is just one of 7 types of nuclear weapons, according in the direction of report, america will arranged the deployment inside the nuclear bomb in Europe in productive support using the brand new tail fin, make its have "glide bomb" function, energy also increases.
The United States do not announced the deployment inside the chilly war in Europe nuclear sites, but analyses show, such as Germany, Belgium, Italy, the Netherlands, Turkey have American nuclear weapons.
"The federation of American scientists" nuclear weapons professional Clifford Stan's pointed out the fact that American B61 nuclear power, ascension could possibly violate the strategic arms decline and Russia treaty. Make barack Obama federal government to decrease the tense romantic relationship in between America and Russia, and last but not minimum the denuclearization effort. He warned the fact that precision inside the bomb and increase even more dangerous, merely since the army adviser and choice makers could possibly think nuclear harm broad range could possibly be controlled in scope and allow go versus actually dare not assault sightings.

Bright blue

The early winter, the earth warming Yang shines light, wind gently cloud, the bird sings, the leaves they do dance, the flowers smile...... The heart is then becomes languid is lazy and quiet!

Inclined squint lift eye, looking up to heaven, the sky is the vast expanse of the light blue, that is the impression of warm, I don't * * glad that he can pass through desolate heart found this for a long time with a rare warm, empty heart it also become empty spirit, light and clever, elegant in the universe to float in the sky, dispel the hidden deep in the heart of the haze, releases for so long I like water flow to the bubbling.

Walking in the street, the situation is not * * fingers on the light is sweeping the roadside green belts, cool fingertips to heart, whole body, the body becomes throughout all pure and fresh and full of vitality. Because love great that an emerald green, that is the color of life, malicious to took off a marked on the lips closed my eyes do the deep breathing, continuously faint scent, refreshing suddenly think, that moment in all the happy sorrow, can drop in heart were flung open and I just want to enjoy that a pure and fresh static.

Came to feel more blue, the clouds tiantai, wind, I and the sky more soft closer. Close your eye head his arms around his blue sky, fly, in the heart of the posture of the dream had fly is far too high, the dream is beautiful, only I can understand beauty. Overlooking the road traffic of stream of people, my only a no to think more about how they are in the hard, the only regrets is busy (a nice living 20 days of time, I see to my mind so profoundly and heartache life injury and dies, five or six years old of school-age children and young men in their 20 s life), as long as you are alive, things will have hope, love, career success,, or a happy......

The corner of the tiantai actually get out of a small piece of the strong green, I run to their surprise, and in their hands carefully look at, deep grain appearing they growth of hardship, blowing in the wind in dark yellow indicates the life of growing old. But, they never gave up the survival of the will. The wind they never famous place here, and they bring it in and to fall to the ground to take root, blossom one season, beautiful one season, a warm season. Although do not know the next spring where we would, as rain pouring, the wind is wanton attractive XiJinQianHua frantic is still very poised.

Have a good not write, not don't want to, but don't want to put our imagined too and desolate, so I try to gather up those sad past, the endless tears and that I can't see the other end forever of peace. I hide the tears and sorrow, to those who can finish the day with a smile. A mirror to raise your mouth, which originally to smile or laugh and not so hard, I face hasn't been covered with sorrow, my eyes can still see ray of hope. Once that enough trails destruction hopeless I finally began to slowly recover.

Just think you or will do the homework every day. Although it was hard to think you heartache and melancholy, also can't help an age-old legend, but at least no longer entanglements, no longer dilemma. Received from the screen that you sent greetings and best wishes, although heart or the ripples, will have the wet eyes full of sorrow, but at least no longer is in flood. I can calm to tell you: "I is very good, alive!" And then a shallow smile on his face, the in the mind has a relaxed the guilty. At least we deep love, maybe later still love, silently this better than these life self-closing killed the life. At least we still at both ends of the screen, still can lightly to say: "how are you?" , so good!!!!! B: that's good!!!!!

Without love, I put the night days as the elegant and wonderful veil, * * sing into beautiful poems, the nightmares stopped into my heart expect pictures...... That I should also can get dull but life has become like water and clear and simple as comfortable, it is other people cannot understand crafted and indeed broken.

Without love, gazing at the day of the month, while the round as I like frost heart, lonesome heart suddenly feel that with his company I no longer lonely. Look at the all over the sky stars in blinked continually, as if my heart truly telling, suddenly feel find the words with his friend, the night for me to remember fondly you long to say. That moment, and heart a firm voice tell myself: I am not alone!

No love day, or for his people, to the noisy streets to. Pick a favorite clothes, change a to shine at the new hair style, in the mirror to turn on a few laps, trying to smile, found the time to be particularly, I was always never wear cosmetics of I still has a unique relaxed and clean simple, without any soft charming made, not sedulous decorate, the years of cruel cruel reality and not the my true fades. Originally, sorrow is not can't change, although happiness is long-unseen rare. Fragile not can not be changed, and the strong is the only choice. Mood is not can't change, once the entanglements hopeless will be years across calm. Just look back, when all the mind still will inevitably much transformed, light blue.

No love of day, I more than ever before, return to silence the silence of their own, enjoy the world a static. I am no longer in the network blatant, don't want to hard to disguise I very happy, be afraid of a touch, the broken no sense of false fights really don't fit for me, and the noise of the once only to forget you, now found that all were in vain. I finally began to accept the fact that you leave, and began to try to quietly to grieve.

No love the day, once frantically love on the writing, and more is to write the words you have. And now, I'm trying not to go to touch, afraid of imminent injury can't pack. Most of the time, I would rather let yourself indulge in the feelings of other people feel and experience in the world, true and false, beauty and ugliness, laughter and tears, pain and happiness...... Looking at, in the heart of "will open in an instant. Always I think, originally not happy people just me. Understand oneself really is just a drop in the ocean, all the pain and sadness are so small.

Without love, never love sports day of I tried a person around. The first site, be you a walk in the park, and to stop watching the sunset together of the river, and rain through the road, side by side parting blocks, hug to each other and sat down to listen to the wind the mountains of...... I walked around, just one without you, but will you remind of, of the deep in their heart while slightly love dearly mingled with the shallow warm, mouth cape will raise a little helpless smile, the eye but will rise of sense of gloomy mood.

No love days, I still like the lonely in the middle of the night when the glass the, but not drunk. I like the red in the swaying feel the hot enthusiasm, I have hope in micro dizzy erratic can feel such a your shadow, I want to drink and went to sleep in a dream in the time of your warm embrace of charity, I would rather because alcohol to the catalytic at night to shout out your name again and again... At that moment, no longer thoughts flurry, heart no longer depressed. At that moment, the in the mind only you!!!!!

No love day, I am still stubbornly love waiting for, I have to admit that by now I still love you, * *, but never let you know, also no longer entwine. I only want to love me, don't expect love forever, don't expect extravagant life, don't expect everything but a house, fine long hair true even for a short time together. I don't want to injustice, don't want to compromise, don't want to try so hard, the more don't want to who's who of the decoy, I just want to pursue a true transparent to love, and so a worthy man let I delivered all of the body and mind. Waiting to blossom, laughter appears the flower falls, I think I can!

For a walk

In the clean the road he walk on the left hand, buckle a bunch of keys, the right hand took a three-year-old child, the child was going, keep carrying all sorts of requirements, he doesn't bother also not wen, smile at the faces of children, he sat down and gently with the right hand touched the child's forehead.

I am on the bench, a sideways and saw this scene.

I've never met a young, middle-aged man continuous. Is this an action, I feel suddenly witnessed his older related.

I can imagine DuoNian later, when his body no longer dominant, hands and feet, he no longer sound one out for a walk, the appearance of the eyes is a long experience with the far, the turbidity kam is a deep, dignified, of the world too much, it is not easily balderdash expressed.

I can also imagine that the boy grew up into-people, by a wayward child grown into a young, running on the pitch and in the long corridor, one day, suddenly realized that his father has grown to the young of appearance, he did not remember his father had numerous times take him out for a walk, don't remember when he is still a three years old when his father had told him had expected too much, he was his most warm glove.

A father's life, spread to the abundance of end, there isn't money and position, but another and he similar shadow, the shadow, is so vigor grand, as he CengFanCheng life, with a wave of his hand, XiYangGong spread over the horizon, the past is dim.

How many hope you had placed to yourself.

Youth make noise, afraid of being the world forget, larger still stay at a time of not going to school, the daily repeat the vacant and boring, occasionally see a book about ideal, suddenly feel sentimental and despised, and the past, still understand that after is a distant unfamiliar.

You think you will look like, what is like, disgust, the inherent posture is to resist the a sense of unknown origin.

Weak, not easily and deep this print, the future too fuzzy, can let a person feel inadequate, too clear, the but again afraid of inability to change.

Live many years, just suddenly think longingly of childhood, can have desperately cry, capricious requirements. For a beautiful clothes, for a delicious apple, so far, walk on the misery to the crossing into-no matter what is before unfamiliar environment, have to pretend calm to accept, fidgety, helpless, to deliberate choice, coming together.

The three years old children, raise head to look at what is in front of the evil influence father. How clear moment, like a close-up of amplification.

Suddenly, all miss, so miss hatred of the past, playing on the beach house of the game, light feet pile of sand, dirty face still companion laughter convulsions. Be shut in the room to do his homework, too willful ran to the strange place aren't go home and burst into tears.

I used to pull breeze, discomfiture, and most hated but overwhelmingly miss children.

After DuoNian, I could no longer evil influences.

DuoNian, I have a lot of people silent, their favorite person close or quarrel, try hard, will be slightly self-effacing, will be tried, worry about troubles. Jealous

Youth is such a warm and hold to the things.

I met a man, and a child.

In a after the rain of the evening, I am on the bench, slightly, I turned around and stay at one side, head, suddenly saw two people prosperous life.

I rose up and then and they brush past.

Pretend, we have known each other.

Pretend, we used to be strangers.

The streets are clean, as the clear sky, pulling out the taste of wind, together with, this summer, one of the cool and refreshing zhuo green.

Floating ink aloes, handwritten time

Late spring and early summer, smelling spearmint, listen to the birds, blinding namely.

Sitting under the blue sky white cloud, early morning in the wind in the balcony cool. Hold a writing brush, my eyes closed mind at all, single-minded, compares god; A deep breath like the CangFeng up a pen,; The body of the will, in the form of real poem encouraged together in joints, the chang One turning edge, a charge the pen; A meaning, toss off my through; Until such as liu, word bone.

Watch the paper with a smile on achievement, inadvertently spreading corners of the mouth. As for the mother of a mother first looked at the baby was born at the time of look in the eyes, that the air of the moment; This lingering, so proud. Clouds scud across, the evil spirit but, and his sweat became walking a flow. Smile remains.

At this time, used to blunt a pot of tieguanyin tea. See tea quietly blend, bud leaves slowly stretch, then slowly drowned in the bottom. Such as the sea here much appearance in joy. It's a mermaid Filar silk light smoke, faint scent, refreshing. Like fragrant roses is like concealed,; Like life, such as smoke like a dream.

Ming a cup of green tea, leaning against the rail, thinking and feeling of the word, practice is the failure of the layout, line fluent, aesthetic feeling of article. In ZhuoShi dust, at the heart of the city, in a busy in amateur, and enjoy the peace and carefree moment.

Buddhist cloud: "husband, first to dry ink research groups at meditation, figure expected size, chen-zun-shu admire, flat, vibration, make channels are linked together, the first to pen." Heart into the Buddha, get rid of all thoughts, a passionate man; Meditation, and the mind at unity; Keep pure heart. Pour the tea, a hand with unsettled. Ink all things, partition off the messy gloomy mood. Describing the life mottled, time glare.

From the artistic conception of beautiful things, because love has no intention of watching the northern song dynasty landscape painting, simple and honest, ink pen wind, vivid poetic charms. And from then on pregnant with good complex, fell in love with the traditional paintings, like the wind in the elegant fantasy.

Xu jing, the hand chooses manners, copy master works, slowly draw the outline of morphological characteristics. Not similar to, but beg alike in spirit.

When I paint it, for inspiration. After put pure music "the silence of the mountains, while daydream, brewing artistic conception. Thoughts, feelings slowly pull away filar silk is born. To a world of mortals, to the love of the through a period of meet the love decease.

Round the perfect natural pure tone, slender dimly discernible, gentle and elegant. The sound of water, birds sound, pure acoustic line, moistens my spirit. Physical and mental relaxation, my eyes closed, understanding, pass in in nature, simply and the wind to a magnificent and victorious love. Across the stream, through the winding bamboo way, climbed YiJiJi lichen on the steps of viewing tower. The wind willow, landscape, cold LinYin splash-ink shed, the unique jian mist, a stone grass, a pavilion, a water content, panorama.

Casual, the wind a send, turned me back origin. Pen has bald, painting has jumped onto paper. Meaning beauty of poem, verve to fill. The heart is fond of, DianRan pigments, and bold and unrestrained color. And when CunCa, when when DianRan when wet. Ink image one integrated mass, the ancient taste in take the modern breath, live scene, write laugh.

Draw the traditional Chinese painting can improve one aesthetics, values; Can improve people's outlook on life, the view of the world. How do you react to it, enlightenment, will see personal way.

"Tea" became a music book picture in my life, treasure, and the four years of the mystery have been slowly infiltration, can't give up, the more can't give up.

The night is static, heart flat. Ming, listen to a song, a tea. Linger in painting and calligraphy mo xiang, alone, silently, between quietly, to pour the product...

Product quality painting article QuPin tea book life. The wind, wave the usual the ink aloes, handwritten time.

Woman such as flower

"I have spent a flower in my heart, and is in bud, meaning" recognizes the women faint voice. The woman was a delicate and charming flowers, no matter you are born with a silver spoon in the noble peony or long in the ordinary people of narcissus, has his own style, has its own hope. A girl, with the girl's feelings, to wait for love, is in bud, meaning, a few faint understand? And there were several people can "ChaoChao and sunset I earnestly waiting for sunset, in the heart of man to dream" to enjoy this one beautiful flowers, know her, to understand her, frets her, loved her?

"Women spend in the world of mortals in drag, women spend swing gently with the wind in the world of disputes, as a water general woman, and a long can let go of my tender feeling, to embrace my own better life? Only only gently moves, deduce an uneasiness. In the busy life, what can a woman didn't want to "only hope have a pair of gentle hand touches my heart," the lonely to quiet life add some happy material, let oneself long night no longer alone, no longer and lonely accompanies.

"A little while the, oh, KanShe straight must fold, woman such as flower, flower like a dream" limited life, short youth, miss is miss, tender and delicate flowers wish can in most wonderful season, meet the love of you, don't wait for flowers wither, let me. When "I have spent a full of flowers, trees, who really found fang." the

"I have spent a long, in my mind, truth, and there is no one to understand" true love woman usually is always in the most really the most pure heart to meet most want to love you, unfortunately, but no one understand, woman woman, his love often has always been the holy land "weeds, already fill the hillside" increasing multiplicity, can not find their own place, seeing his own happiness, the road ahead where to go? "The most heartache", to no one, no one understanding about, no one appreciate, no one pity, is what a heartache ah!!!!! A woman, a kind of mood, the same love!!!!! Self-pity, broken several--from intestinal sorrow?

"Women spend, swaying in the world of mortals, women spend swing gently with the wind, only hope have a pair of gentle hand and touches my heart of lonely. Women spend, in the world of mortals in drag, women spend, swing gently with the wind." Far away, whether you hear the call of the flowers, whether to have felt the flowers for him.

"If you smell the flowers, thick, don't ask me for the flowers are red" to walk through who, leaving only the flowers of the silent woman in open, waiting for their own fragrant, and why ask woman's heart? "Love informed heavy, drunk with the wine had known, flower is always empty thanks. Love in life, bear the miss cannot bear the pain is not drunk, had known how wine strong? Young woman not love over again how can anyone know love tired? The flower can love flowers flowers, end is empty! Hope will become empty!!!!!

"Predestination do not stay, like spring breeze come and go, woman such as flower, flower like a dream..." "Just looking forward to a pair of gentle hand and touches my heart of lonely." With the woman went faraway places, woman such as flower, flower like a dream, which one day to find a flower flower of his general understand, conscientious love once? Do a the happy woman?

Male dumb company into your female ever

On July 20, 2009, heilongjiang province to the author ZhangJingShan longjiang county people provides a clue: news in longjiang county, a pair of husband and wife fool deeply touched by the story, the local two generations. "Come, as long as about a mute and LiuSuo son will all know, their love story is true legend." The wind had to extinguish, in this border town in the recount, a mute and LiuSuo son this couple story gradually clear.

Can not know county magistrate

No one know the silly husband and wife

From 72 kilometers, qiqihar went west is longjiang town. In the longjiang county magistrate, people may not know what is the name, but know this to fool husband and wife. No matter, this winter and summer to stupid husband and wife in ZouJieChuanHang, almost always live in each lanes of the residents have seen in a mute and LiuSuo son from the door after.

LiuSuo son, but know though silly beauty, meet good-looking girl will block to things: "buy me, I will provide head red lingzi..." Sometimes, she is not face to face, but behind in elam girl stalked, when a girl hear back have gasps when suddenly look back, will see a POTS, never seems as QuHei washed face, and let people fear a white teeth. Timid girl will frighten dead run, more girls to get rid of her as soon as possible of entwine, will give his carry-on decorations. And so, people often see, LiuSuo son that wild and savage about of the hair, in a chaotic land all kinds of hairpin, occasionally still wearing a don't know where to please to wild flowers.

Don't know LiuSuo son to people in that, frightened many people. For revenge, some sisters as the boy will pick away from earth to LiuSuo son. Are thrown, LiuSuo child die like that, at this time, a mute will show your teeth to blunt come up after the boy. Little children like the wind outside run, he couldn't catch up. But he has a solution.

"That year I 15, 1981 the 15 of the Lantern Festival evening, I and guys hide, suddenly found that darkness has a group of deeper shadow!!!!! I ZhangDan gather together a shadow, see two rows before is white teeth. Suddenly, still living shadow touch me! I'm scared miserable, mama ah mama ah the barking cut and ran. For half a month, I just closed my eyes, that deputy white teeth is in sight. I know that is out of fear, be mute. I and partners on a LiuSuo son, after that we dare not......."

Their action is also have leaves tracks. LiuSuo son walk in the front, that is that they came out from home, a mute in the house, before LiuSuo, that is that they go home. This a pair of husband and wife, become crazy and stupid county no one know no one knows all's "celebrity".

Please eat drink support for a wife

The only a model couple county

With the children, adults to the different of husband and wife no bad feeling, not only stupid instead is more sympathy and admire. Zhang mute care wife is have no said, and even the most loving husband and wife have to agree, a mute and LiuSuo son can say "model couple", every moment they were like peas and carrots.

LiuSuo son is that "fools" of the cavity. Summer is hot, she will leave behind to take off clothes, take off pants, but zhang mute with tight, never let her naked had ugly. LiuSuo son a take off clothes, zhang mute to her at once put on. LiuSuo son not wear, hide run, a mute in back. No matter LiuSuo zi "naughty", but never saw a mute played LiuSuo son, also didn't see their fight.

LiuSuo son after the bowels, don't remember, wipe a mute wipe her. Sometimes, LiuSuo son in local urinate, will draw some floating wave boring people onlookers, pointing, laugh at them. At this time, a mute will not hesitate to scold a few words on the men were added, and went away.

Summer, LiuSuo son say thirsty, zhang mute will to fruit, piece of watermelon kiosk for her to eat, to the side of the road or somebody else want water to drink. Look at LiuSuo wolfing down to eat and drink, and his son in the side "hey hey" smile, never eat, or drink. Most of the time, they two people turn dial the garbage, and gathered together with other people throw away food to eat. Every time a mute are let LiuSuo son full-bladdered, he will eat.

The weather turned cold, they will be to want to wear. "One time we spent theater, suddenly see the door playing badminton on two teeth into the black head, head motionless, just as badminton. Fine milling around eyes look, original is a mute and LiuSuo son. LiuSuo son giggles, 'give dress, cold!' mother and entered the house to her to seek more clothes, also gave them a bowl of rice. A mute to LiuSuo son to put on his clothes, no go, at the door on the cement sit down, the side in the sun on the LiuSuo son hair to make to go to find the dial lice."

Winter, a mute and LiuSuo son wearing uncover the cotton broken quilted jacket, a mute wear a hat, the son of LiuSuo surrounded them, flowers still kept ZouJieChuanHang. Zhang mute with your sleeve from time to wipe out the son of LiuSuo frozen clear nose......

Zhang mute and LiuSuo son have never work, by home remedies live, sometimes by good intention to point with food and clothing. In the one place they four civilian areas, a live low broken bungalow, the long many weeds.

"One time I passed by, LiuSuo son sat outside playing catch things. The bungalow risking black smoke, like fire. I was about to shout though, zhang mute from the house suddenly rushed out and hand holding the basin do well. Then that I know rice, a mute't stupid."

Although LiuSuo son was a fool, but a mute never abandon her, and she care for my life. People agree that a mute and LiuSuo son is the county only a model husband and wife.

Taking your hand and son xielao

They used the motion annotation faithful

"They are my maternal grandmother of neighbors, usually look at a frightening, actually neighbourhood is good, never harassment neighbor. A mute, LiuSuo name was ZhangZhenYa son was called LiuYuSuo. LiuSuo son when young, is a very beautiful figure, a mute is LiuSuo son just silly for."

In 1977, the country back to the university entrance exam, or the educated youth a mute admitted to the university. Then LiuSuo son is he love "the village small fang". Zhang mute family against two people, zhang mute simply give up family, school, abandon resolutely choose and his beloved woman to marry.

A local primary school teacher was mute appointed, two years later, meet a young knowledge return. Zhang mute wish is to take LiuSuo child return to cities. But the educated youth one by one all return to cities, only he was left to, because his son with LiuSuo married, registered permanent residence has fallen on the local, to return to cities must be a divorce. Zhang mute family put all offenses are pushing LiuSuo son in them.

Zhang mute doesn't matter, can LiuSuo son together with where can life. But, LiuSuo son not think so. She felt a mute, for his college, can't give up for the loss of the good opportunity return to cities. You love a mute, have to think about his future. She would find the leadership to ask for a favor. "The leadership see organic can, while was propositioned requirements. LiuSuo son to lover, promised. Leadership managed, but not for her. Her work and feel sorry and ashamed, die in a mute, in 1979, one day, she was mad!"

"I advised to mute, let him take a LiuSuo son sent to a mental hospital. But he won't, he said LiuSuo every day with his arms pillow son sleep, are used to, to go there she would't get much sleep. And, LiuSuo son is for him that he should take care of the mad, her whole life."

LiuSuo son crazy, run around, don't know shame ugly. To take care of her, zhang also made a mute dirty. Sometimes to get rid of his wife, children are bullied his refusing to frighten them. Outfit, everyone is filled with really believe he be silly.

Two people together "crazy," had to "BingTui", just return to cities meet the educated youth policy. Be silly of LiuSuo son to return to a mute and county, monthly brought welfare. All know they had a son, and after they came into town, children but not to, don't know where to go with.......

In early January 2006, zhang mute niece fear their winter that broken in the house, and put them in frozen from home a little room to live in. A mute, lane is bad to MeiLuZi soot poisoning results and was sent to the hospital. LiuSuo son back can't find a mute, went out to look. Zhang mute after come back and looked for LiuSuo son, weak he put LiuSuo son back, to be frozen is ill.

More than 60 years old people can't stand such a surreal, zhang mute died a few days. Pull a mute to cremate that day, ZhiNvXu put a mute used things away burned. LiuSuo son as if suddenly understand to come over and also don't run, embrace a black pillow sat in the corner, tears and murmured: "does your zha go? How come you go? Have you promised to take care of my ah!"

The next day, LiuSuo son had somehow got the niece of the small room to the house on fire. Everyone is busy fire fighting, she giggled pointed to take up of smoke said: "mute, mute, he came to pick me up!"

Afraid of her trouble, ZhiNvXu had to drag her over to one side. Save put out the fire and everyone, again to seek LiuSuo son, found that she actually died, her arms still held the black pillow. People from her bosom hauled pillow, found that the original black is a embroidered pillow, it seemed to have the word. Carefully distinguish, is embroidered eight handwritten regular script: "taking your hand, and son xielao." Have said, that is inclined a mute font.

From the 1980 s into the new century, a mute and LiuSuo son affects the whole longjiang county two generations. When they had gone for three years, longjiang town of people not only in did not forget them, but more and more nostalgia them.

Postscript: leave, on the phone with ZhangJingShan longjiang and thank him for clues. ZhangJingShan have to take me to see a mute and LiuSuo son grave. Two people were like peas and carrots before and after death is also was buried in a place. It was a sunny hillside, two strains of the pine tree branches and leaves cohesion is grave, grave new pressure on with a stack of yellow bride. Who in the worship them?

Are wondering, ZhangJingShan between his knees: "suddenly father, mother and son to see you! Unfilial behaviour is born, the father, you don't let me confess to you, afraid of troubled me. But I still be brought trouble. People have called me and said I don't care unfilial to you. For three years, I will die, don't in front of reporters humbled the surface to say out the rest of the day, all can not live. I had hate you, I hate you for mother don't. I steal things up, fight, also be in jail prison. Now I have a wife, suddenly realize you... a generation have a generation to play it, can't let his fate was their immediate forebears or so. But I promise I like you to his wife.

Originally that ZhiNvXu is ZhangJingShan, niece is his wife

To shout a voice mom, I was in tears ~ ~ ~

A I'm her man and the lover's mazarine

I was 8 years old, was my mother threw in her door. This gave birth to my woman said, if you follow me, only one. Your dad died, and even my own all could not support.

That day, the wind and the rain is a very big, my mom purple dress in the corner, I have lost even tears flowed not to come out. I'm in the rain and yell after her, run several road, exhausted, I will stand in the middle of the road, hoping what wagon I knocked down and let me leave this world...

In the evening, I still sit in the call LiChunHua woman door, she came back home, see a shivered from the cold children, a pack a few pieces of clothing box. She tight knead with my arm, the face heavy for a long time, a language not hair to bring me into the house.

I change for the clean clothes, she asked me, * * * to you? These things will I hide all the tears of derivation, I nod and shook his head, bite the lip, the tears flow a face. She perplexed after, and hold me in your arms, for a long time didn't speak.

I punch, see her out the damp, she took blower help me to blow a hair, her fingers, soft arms have shallow mint smell. She said, you see your hair, like him, and straight and hard. She suddenly lost his hair dryer, "t" to cry. She said, small warm, from now on, have an aunt of rice to eat, you of the one mouthful.

I think the world is strange, her man in one night, in order to give his lover to buy a sugar fry a chestnut, crossing the road had been hit by a car, and I, her man and the lover's illegitimate child, unexpectedly came over to her, and she accepted.

2 I how can against her kind?

I just knew, that in the world there are such love, I believe that no one will love her more than my father. She often stroking my hair, time of have a meal, also can stare at my eyebrow eye absent-minded. She said, you how so like him?

She turned to me, took me to learn of the report, she said, have what not happy, you will tell an aunt.

8 years old heart, have already for her words very fear, only half of the day, I ran back to her. She go to work in, "a rumbling" the machine, she ran out try so hard to ask me how I. I was a cry, don't know what to say... B: yes, I don't know how to tell her open mouth, the children despise me in my class, I sit at the same table, that firm the flower girl abandoned, bowknot of the mouth scold me shameless. She said, you a mazarine, still brazenly to find someone to keep you.

I bite a lip, refutes a word, she said is true. Every

She asked along while, look at me, I'm in addition to cry without any answer, can't help some fire borrowed bicycle to school to find my teacher in charge. Night came back, she said, this house price is very good, I want to sell it or rent out... I pick a bowl of rice didn't do any response, the day that child over the words in my mind back to my heart, tie the sole was painful.

Night, I packed their things, her door and a half open, and I saw her in the in bed not asleep. I crept open the door went forth, and heard her very vigilance ground get out of bed.

Sitting in the chair, the night so dark, the world is so great, I already did not know should go to where.

I heard she reverberation call out my name, so that the area see her from getting out. I was hiding in the darkness, and a mouth say a word. Just a week, I already know her kindness, she bought me a beautiful bed, a lot of clothes and clip; Every day she from account to take money out, for I "hua" to take out; She also very carefully, and only seven days, I have a meal of the be fond of will be her to touch clearly, the cooking no longer ginger peeled tomatoes, remember...

She's good, let I fear, I think she is? Should I hate, because my appear, eyebrow eye all keeps her man in the betrayal. How could I stay at her side, against her kind?

When the dawn is coming, she is in my mother's area doorway in the I. She said, you say you have no mother came back, I knew you'd come.

She dressed only in a coat, the inside is thin pajamas, this woman, in cold tablets took five hours, and my mother is in after she left always has not come out asked.

She said, an aunt to you is not good enough, is it? I shook his head and said, it is I don't deserve you. She felt my hair, small warmer, we move.

Just two days of time, we moved to east from west, I know she literally, because no one here to know everything to me, no one will laugh at me. East of house prices high, our common to house to someone else, should also be part of a month out to rent we now house. She gave me find the school and teacher in charge, and had a long talk, send me to the door of the classroom of time, she actually squat down down and kissed my forehead. On the day that the sun so well, her body like a golden of rosy clouds.

Three her simple but complicated love

I didn't expect to make her life so big of gas, 15 years old lane that summer, a man would send me a string of pearls, glittering and translucent and inviting. Sheen He took me to his home, give me cut fruit, pour drinks.

We just sat down for a few minutes, she was hit rang the door. It turns out she's early work, the aunt told she saw me into the man's home, she was mad chase come in, shouted at me as loud growl, pull the I'll go. I murmur, but she was urgent, give me your hand a slap.

After we finished, all leng. She held out her hand, want to pull me, yet empty, turned back home.

The next day, she took a lot of money, take me on coach, a western restaurant to the provincial capital. See along while menu, ordered cheese pizza, baked potato, black fungus goose liver steak, still point the sweet strong baili liqueur, a glass of just 30 yuan. Each is a small part of her own, but don't eat, she said, had an aunt, girls is strange to rich keep of, what kind of world is to see, and the temptation to not be lost. The man was stained, how could you do something to him?

This woman, spent hundreds of money belt I eat this a meal, want to let me understand a truth. I really understand, but not because it a meal, but because she eyeful anxious. I said, mom, I know. My name is some ambiguity, she still listen to clear, she burst into tears.

On the way back, she burst out with me said a lot. She said she always can't have children of his own, so, she understand him, hate, love, finally choosing to forgive.

I correct her, not to love, is to love.

Back then, I 15 years old, have been to understand her love, and therefore shock. Home still have his things, his shirts are neatly tie in the closet, his parents she still every few weekend will be to visit, his daughter she keeps... If not love, who can do this?

Four she expected to live a life I.

I at the age of 18, my mother came back for me, my biological mother.

She's at my school gate, let me go with her. She said, I am now everything is stable, your stepfather promise to give you do go abroad formalities, you an aunt in give you clear up. Her mouth is a match and it seems to be to should but things. She said, at that time, I really hard, can give you nothing.

I shook his head, this time, in the mind to think is full of her, LiChunHua, over the years, she also is really difficult, but, she doing all it can to give no blood I.

Mother said, "I have given her said, she agreed I take you away. My heart crashing and ring, how can? She really so willing to me?

I breath ran home, she in my room, sitting on my bed, touched my pillow, only this action, then let my love and pain. She said, * * * gave me a lot of money, you see.

The fold a money on the table, she took them, steal to smile. She said, you go, otherwise, the money * * * to go back, I'm retired now, the money is useful to me.

I left at the door to her line gift, kneeling on the ground, and "head. She is low head, until I leave all have no up, I saw her feet have something on "drip-drip-drip" blow down, the wet a large.

I didn't go abroad, just go to the hundreds of miles away from her in the city. Soon, I will receive her money order, that money, she points is not bad to me, a postscript, she said, thank you to accompany me for years. I cry went to the post office, sat on the steps of the post office, holding the money kept crying. Mom, did I not know she said those words are let me leave, but I can not understand what she... Because I didn't know her darling leave, her live life to expect me to.

Five mom, happy birthday!

I take the subway to work every day, the city of a very complex, overpasses and often let I lost. Every time, I will think of her take my hand all the way walk of warmth.

I finally remained in the city, and bought a small house. Birth mother with her man went abroad, she said, you don't go, I also can't do your Lord, anyway RenZhiYiJin to you as well.

But, I told her, that kept me ten years of women RenZhiYiJin?

We like I have a telepathic, I bought the tickets on the way back to see her, had received her message. She said, small warm, I miss you...... I recently body special not, don't know why dizzy in the past two times, this time, you know how much I missing you!

She never took this tone with my speech, she used a lot of exclamation mark, let my heart all pulled up. I back the train tickets, take the fastest plane again, actually hurried to the airport, only in the fast half an hour just... How do I find that I have so many tears, from security to the terminal, from takeoff to the landing, I kept tears.

The neighbor's child asked my mother, the quietly aunt why have been crying? * * * mother said, because she wants to mother for me. I grin may smile to her, I really want to mother!

After coming home, she was lying on my bed, and hand over the album when I was a kid, I see, unexpectedly is a full face of guilt, and she said, oh, you really come back? You see, I how so bother?

Night, I lay in her arms, has been wanting to tell her, do you know why I will go to Beijing? In fact, just because she wanted the city. She said, dad ever take her have been there once, she said, is that she is the most beautiful of time, so, they like to that city. She said, as long as the thought of the city, can feel warm.

I remember these things, I want to let she followed me to go to the city, I want to give her my father owe all her, I want her to have been warm and happy......

Today is her sixtieth birthday, wrote this article, give her, my dearest mother!!!!!